::All About Me::

Salam buat semue..

Sepanjang minggu ni encek M[MALAS] dtg melawat..knapela die dtg..
mmg super duper malas la..abes sume keje tertangguh..huhu..aisyy..
Hope encek M pergi jauh cepat2,n encek R[RAJIN] lak datang melawat ku
sebab byk keje yg kene settlekan diz weekend..hehe..
Berusaha shida!!!
'sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ade kemudahan' [94:6]

This entry all about wut i've done in diz week..huhu 
Sory if u guys getting bored after read diz entry..hehe..

Currently,i've being posted community medicine at Poliklinik Peringgit
wit syani,aisyah,syikin n pijol..
It almost 2 weeks we'r posted here n i've a wonderful experience ..
Da best experience adalah tym ktorg pergi homevisit untuk post natal case..
it sumting new for me..hehe..tp xdpt snap gmba dat tym sb kn jg ethics wit patient kn..hehe..
These r sum photos taken during our posting..smile=)



Gmba2 kat bawah ni lak taken during lunch break...
Ni la activity yg ktorang buat almost everyday..meredah terik matahari
untuk pegi lunch kt Kafe Desa Baru..sanggup redah panas untuk mengisi
perut yg lapar tambah2 food kt cni sume sedap,Alhamdulillah..hihi..
Diz is Fav spot syikin 4 lunch..hehe

p/s:spot pink tissue paper below..its for syani, from  her SA..lalala



All photos below taken during 'CENDOL tym' kt jalan gereja..hehe
ktorang sampai kat jln gereja ni adalah gara2 frust xle mkn pisang goreng
a day before..lepas commed klas,ktorg pon gerakla ke jln gereja,
ingt dapat mkn pisang goreng kt c2,skali gerai tu da tutup..kecewa!!
tapi xpela,asalkn dpt makan cendol..berbaloi gak dtg jauh2 kn..hehe
lepas mkn cendol tu sempatla snap gmba kt c2,cam ala2 tourist lak..hehe



Dat's all for now..hope 2morrow n diz coming days are much2 better from today..
Moge aku akan jd lebih rajin n manfaatkan masa yang Allah berikan kepada ku sebaik mungkin..

Tibe2,teringat nasihat from Dr. Rohaya,Pengarah Poliklinik Peringgit tempoh hari..
'Buat anak-anakku,sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian kecuali org yang beriman dan beramal soleh...'[Surah Al-Ashr]..
Jadi berusahalah,hargai mase yg kamu ade dengan memanfaatkannya dengan perkare2 yg mendatangkan kebaikan kepade kamu..'

Jadi,bangkitlah diri ini..ayuh,bangun untuk bermujahadah di jalanNya..InsyaAllah^_^

Andai...

Salam...

Andai....
Benches kat lecture hall dapat ditukarkan
daripada

 kepada

Alangkah bahagianya diriku.. 
Berkurangla backache ku..

Andai..
Aku dimurahkan rezeki..
ataupun
Ade orang nak kc hadiah..
ataupun
Dapat kawen nga 'anak raje'..
lalala...
Dapatlah aku memiliki backache massage ni..

Berkuranglah backache ku...

Andai..
Duit scholar MARA masuk,
bolehla aku beli small pillow ni untuk dibawa ke lecture hall..

Selesa sket duk kt lecturer hall tu..

Xdela backache sangat..huhu

Namun...
Andai...
Andai Allah nak izinkan backache ku berkurang..

Tanpe semua tu,InsyaAllah akan berkurang juge..
Betol x??Hehe..

Moge aku n sahabat2 yang mengalami masalah yg same,
bersabar ye..kite pohon kepadaNya agar backache
akan berkurang,so dapatla concntrate kt lecture hall=)
ALLAHUAKBAR..^_^

Merindui Waktu Itu ^_^

Salam buat semua..

Merindui waktu itu...
Ya,aku sangat-sangat rindukan waktu itu..
Rindukan waktu duduk berhalaqah bersame rakan2..
Berkongsi ilmu,dan kasih sayana..
Saling mengingatkan antara satu same lain..
Untuk  terus berjuang mencari mardhotillah..InsyaAllah

Aku sangat ridukan USRAH..
Rindukan ketenangan yang aku peroleh ketika dalam usrah..
Ketenangan yang sukar diperoleh..
Aku rindukan secebis ilmu yang aku dapat melaluinya..
Dengan ilmu itulah dapat menarik ku jika aku lalai..
Membimbingku untuk terus thabat di jalanNya..
Dengan usrah,aku menjadi lebih dekat denganNya..

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..
Ampunkanlah aku Ya Allah..
Kadang2 aku lupe dalam mengingatiMu..
Kadang2 aku jatuh dalam berjuang di jalanMu..
Aku sangat lemah...
Aku pelukan bimbingan dan sokongan..
Aku perlukan usrah untuk menarikku andai aku tewas..
Aku perlukan sahabat2 yang sama2 berjuang diatas jalanNya..
Aku sangat rindukan waktu itu..

::usrah di manipal::

::Sebuah Petemuan::

SEBUAH PERTEMUAN

Ketika diri mencari sinar
Secebis cahaya menerangi laluan
Ada kalanya langkahku tersasar
Tersungkur di lembah kegelapan

Bagaikan terdengar bisikan rindu
Mengalun kalimah menyapa keinsafan
Kehadiranmu menyentuh kalbu
Menyalakan obor pengharapan

C/O 1:
Tika ku kealpaan
Kau bisikkan bicara keinsafan
Kau beri kekuatan, tika aku
Diuji dengan dugaan?
Saat ku kehilangan keyakinan
Kau nyalakan harapan
Saat ku meragukan keampunan Tuhan
Kau katakan rahmat-Nya mengatasi segala

(*) Menitis airmataku keharuan
Kepada sebuah pertemuan
Kehadiranmu mendamaikan
Hati yang dahulu keresahan

Cinta yang semakin kesamaran
Kau gilap cahaya kebahagiaan
Tulus keikhlasan menjadi ikatan
Dengan restu kasih-Mu, oh Tuhan

C/O 2:
Titisan air mata menyubur cinta
Dan rindu pun berbunga
Mekar tidak pernah layu
Damainya hati
Yang dulu resah keliru
Cintaku takkan pudar diuji dugaan
Mengharum dalam harapan
Moga kan kesampaian kepada Tuhan
Lantaran diri hamba kerdil dan hina

Ulang (*)


::Uhwah Fillah::

A Dream Of Muslimah ^_^

Salam..
This article was copied from iluvislam..Article yang sangat bermakne..Awesome..Hope you guys will get sumtg from it..=)

Hepy Reading ^_^

I remember it was winter in England and I was catching a train back to the city where I lived. It was cold, I looked out, White snow was falling lightly from the gloomy sky. The train was moving fast, and as it moved I could see grounds in white all covered up by snow. ‘Covered up?’ the word rang in my head. Images of hijab and headscarf flashes on my mind.


For the two hours journey, I couldnt sleep even once. There was too much on my mind. I was born as a Muslim. And I didn‘t pray five times a day like everybody else. I hardly could read the Quran. People could say I was illiterate in a way. Because at times, it took me a long while to finish even a short verse from the Quran. It was in Arabic and I was never taught Arabic, that was my excuse of not reading. I thought as long as you have a good heart that‘s good enough. And if you don’t commit huge sins, you’ll be fine. But what she said, made my whole perspective looked, vain.


I was from London and on my way back home to the North West region. My heart wasn’t at ease. What she said had made me thinking, and I was thinking real hard. She was a nice girl. ‘Be a true Muslim, and not just a Muslim by name,’ she said politely with a smile, but the meaning was intense. She was merely quoting and was not saying it to me but my heart was touched. What kind of Muslim, had I been all these while? I don’t want to be a Muslim and only by name. It doesn’t sound good either. As the train moved, heading to North West where I lived, I let out few sighs.


Few months after later.. ‘Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim..,’ I read out loud before starting to read the Quran. My web-cam was on. That night We were in the middle of Quranic circle. It’s an activity that we do once a week. Through this circle, we read the Quran in turns. All were ladies. Sometimes we get to discussed about the meaning behind the Quran verses and some Hadith from Rasulullah. It was amazingly fun and I never thought I would actually had fun doing religious activity. I was very thankful to Siti and her older sister because now I can read the Quran much better. And since then, I keep on gradually changing, I realised. How I view life has changed too, a bit if not much.


At nights before I slept, I thought of going to a place. Somewhere faraway and seemed hard to reach but I knew its reachable. And if possible, I wanted to go there with someone that I loved. Of course that’s still remain as a wish and I hope it’ll come true one day. My life is never this calm! I now wear headscarf everywhere I go. It doesn’t feel right without it. Sometimes that leads to guilt, when people sees my hair. So I wear headscarf whenever I go out. My social activity especially when interacting with men has also changed. I used to be friendly and outgoing, even with the opposite gender. Now I feel sort of afraid. Sometimes I limit myself from being too ‘friendly’ with men. Sometimes, I think twice before I talked to them. Is it necessary or not to talk now? Because Women can be a fitnah to men, I don’t want to build up sins.


I used to look for a romantic boyfriend before. I searched high and low but funny that I never really had a boyfriend until now. I used to ask why? The question is why. Because I’m not unpretty. But now I understand the reason behind. Having a romantic relationship outside marriage can lead to something that breaks the law of Syariah. All praise to Allah, I’m glad I never had boyfriends before. I’m not worried if I don’t find a guy any sooner. I’m not looking for a relationship anymore. And definitely not looking for someone based on how romantic he is. I’m going with the flow, after all everything about humans has been written. I want to fix myself first.


I read somewhere about ‘Mencintai kerana Allah’ or ’Loving you because of God’. It was a nice Malay blog entry. I am aiming for that kind of love now. It sounds more pure than romantic love, to me.

‘What’s your dream guy like?’ a friend asked me one day while we ride on a taxi.

I didn’t replied him immediately though, ‘and have you found him?’ he added quickly.

‘Why do you want to know’ I politely asked with a smile.

‘Well, only asking,’ he replied calmly. Then there were silent. The road was wet due to the rain. It was soon before the taxi reached my home.

‘Was he like me?’ he then added. He was hinting something, I knew. I’ve been waiting for this moment all this year. And this could be a dream come true, but..

‘My dream guy is,’ I began ‘Someone who can guide me, you know, he leads and I follow,’ Then I paused.

‘I can be the guy,’ He said confidently.

There was silence again, a long one. The taxi finally reached my home. I said goodbyes to him and walked to my front door. I wave before the taxi accelerated again. He smiled to me even though I didn’t gave him the answer. He was a nice guy but he couldn‘t be the guy. Because…


I want to live with a guy who could guide me, so that I can get closer to My Creator. I want a man who can lead as an Imam, in every prayers that we’re gonna do together as married couple. A man who would tell Islamic history as a bed-time-stories to our children in the future. I want a man who’ll read the holly Quran to me, to cheer me every time I’m down. That is my dream guy and before I can meet him, I knew I need to fix myself first.


One beautiful spring afternoon, I was at a function. There were many Malays all gathered. That’s when I met him. He’s not just decent but he has the characteristic of my dream guy. Every time our eyes met accidentally during the event, he quickly moved away his stare. That convinced me, even more. I knew he’ll be a good amir, a leader of a family. Secretly I prayed: O‘ Allah, I want that kind of guy as a partner in life. At nights before I slept, I thought of going to a place. Somewhere faraway and seemed hard to reach but I knew its reachable. And if possible, I wanted to go there with someone that I loved. I want to go to Jannah (the heaven) with him! I’ll wait here and I know the wait is worthy.

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Selamat Pengantin Baru Wid^_^

Salam buat semua...

TAHNIAH WID & SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU^_^
Akhirnya,on 09.10.09 sahabatku,widat telah bertukar status jadi Puan Widat..hehe..
Pada 09.10.09,widat tlh selamat dinikahkan dgn pasangannya..Alhamdulillah..=)
tapi ktorg xdpt datang sebab ade kelas,so xdpt la tgk majlis pernikahan wid..
Tapi,on 10.10.09 majlis resepsi telah diadakan kt umh wid,kt shah alam..
ktorang sempat la g sane untuk meraikan perkahwinan sahabat ku itu...
aku tumpang gembire buat wid n bazdli...=)
Majlis perkahwinan wid menjadi tempat gathering Alu3=)
Irma n mior pon datang gak,
so sume 25 of us sempat berjumpe on that day...
Btw,congratz to irma for ur coming engagement..sangat2 xdisangke..huhu..
So lepas ni turn sape plak ye..korang btau awal2 tau sebab nk prepare baju..lalala..

"Semoga Allah membarakahi kalian, dan melimpahkan barakah
kepada kalian, dan mengumpulkan kalian dalam kebaikan,
serta mengurniakan kalian zuriat yang memberi manfaat
kepada Islam dan muslimin."

Friday Article...

Salam buat semua..

Aku sangat tertarik dengan Friday Article minggu ni yg bertajuk 'Allah Selamatkan Saya Ketika Derita'...Artikel ni ditulis oleh Azamin Amin yang dipetik drpd www.iluvislam.com..Sangat menarik care beliau tulis..sangat terkesan..kalo ade kesempatan,korang bole la cari kt iluv islam ye..=)

Dan saye sgt tertarik endingnye,merupakan petikan ayat al-Quran dari surah Al-Baqarah iaitu: 

"Dan kami pasti akan menguji kamu dengan ketakutan,kelaparan,kekurangan harta,jiwa dan buah-buahan.Dan sampaikanlah khabar gembira kepada orang yang bersabar.(iaitu) orang-orang yang apabila ditimpa musibah,mereka berkata "innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un"
(sesungguhnya kami milik Allah dan kepada-Nyalah kami kembali..."
[Al-Baqarah:155-156]

Mungkin sahabat2 yang rapat denganku faham ayt ni kan..?? Maksudnye sangat tepat dengan keadaan ktorang skrg yang sanga daif sebab scholar xdapat2 lg till now..huhu..duit cukop2 ntuk makan je..huhu..sedeh2..kalo kt india dulu,nk beli pape xpena pikir,maen beli je..tapi sekarang nk beli pape pon pikir 10kali,selagi bole bertahan n mampu hidup without that thing,so xbeli la..huhu..btol x syiks??hehe..

Tapi mungkin ni reminder ntuk ktorg kot sb sgt boros kt india dulu..me especially..sob sob..xpela..kite bykkan bersabar ye kawan2 dengan dugaan ni..Allah dan janjikan khabar gembire buat mereka yg bersabar..^_^ tapi pasni bile da dpt scholar,kte kn blaja ntuk jimat2 da,xle boros sgt..kene blaja erti bersyukur dengan nikmat yang Allah berikan..btol x?korg pon tlg ingt kn aku ye,jgn kc aku shopping sgt..hehe....kite kene remind each other tau,dah kene berubah pasni..hihi..

Buat syiks n izan,kite kene teruskan hidup ni..berusaha!!!!

'GOA 09'

Tak Sabar Tunggu Weekend Ni =)

Salam buat semua....

Dah hampir 2 weeks aku posting medicine kat hospital tangkak..bagiku,posting medicine kat manipal lg busy compare to kat melaka ni..kadang2,4 da whole day aku xde class..memang bes giler la..even pagi tadi pon aku xde class,coz subject pagi tadi adalah SDL[self directed learning],so memang wat keje sendiri la...siap g makan roti canai lg kt lua..hehe

Tapikan,bile da banyak sangat free time ni,aku xgunekan waktu tu dengan sebaik mungkin..asik duk menghadap laptop je..ptg2 g maen squash[my new addiction..lalala]..bile da byk sgt sdl,so bykla nota yg kene wat sndiri..maka,berlonggok-longgokla nota yang blum ku buat..case sheet pon blum satu pon aku completekan..aisy,ape nak jadi ni..dush2..salah sendiri..huhu..

Nex week adalah minggu terakhir postng medicine..means end posting exam hanya tinggal 1week..kene berusaha lebih ni untuk siapkan notes n bc slide Dr Bashir yg byk tu before weekend ni..sebab weekend ni ade majlis yg sgt penting[tak sabar tunggu weekend^_^]..hehe..jeng2..

Majlis ape tu???

InsyaAllah pada hari sabtu ni akan diadakan Majlis Walimah salah seorang sahabat kami..maka berduyun2 la budak2 batch 20 ke shah alam pada hari sabtu ni..sume nk g amik seri pengantin tu..hehe..Mesti sahabatku tu berdebar2 kan tunggu hari jumaat ni^_^ aku pon tumpang berdebar jugak ni..yela,tinggal sehari je lg beliau akan menamatkan zaman single nye..hehe..xsabar nak gi,maklumla kali pertame nk g my best fren wedding..hihi..Maybe dalam nex post,aku akn share pasal wedding ni,InsyaAllah..

::Kad Walimah::

Pape pon,kene siapakn sume keje yang tertangguh ni..pneumonia+meningitis+case sheets sedang menunggu..berusaha shida..buang sifat malas n suke bertangguh tu jauh2..huhu..

Sejak akhir2 ni,aku banyak diuji olehNya,namun Allah telah memberiku kekuatan dalam menempuh segala dugaan ni..Alhamdulillah..
Buat sahabat2 yg tersayang,thanx for supporting me during my difficult tym=)..
Thanx jugak buat dia yang banyak bagiku kekuatan dikala aku lemah=)

p/s:To my dear dina yang jauh di mesir,thanx for da gift yang comel tu..baru je dapat tadi..sangat sukee=)

Kenapa ia datang lagi?? T_T

Salam buat semua..

Seharusnye pada saat ni aku harus study for my medicine test n PBL this monday...
Tapi,aku xdapat concentrate..huhu..sedih sangat..

Kenapa perasaan tu datang lagi??
Aku sangat xsuke dat feeling..feeling buat aku rase x ok..huhu..

Ketika aku cube untuk jadi kuat,ia datang lagi..

Adakah Allah sedang menguji ku saat ini?
Mungkin Allah ingin lihat sejauh mane aku mampu bersabar dengan dugaan sekecil ni..
Mungkin juge Allah ingin aku jadi lebih kuat if aku menghadapi dugaan yg lagi besar..
Allah itu Maha Adil..Allah itu Maha Pengasih Lagi Penyayang kan?..
Ape yang terjadi adalah aturanNya..
Dia lebih mengetahui ape yang terbaik buatku..=)

Jadi,kenapa harus aku bersedih lagi?
Kenape harus ku layan sangat dat feeling?
Xpatutkan??
Buang perasaan tu jauh2..
Plz jgn datang lagi!!!!huhu...
Be strong,strong n strongggg!!!

Ya Allah,kuatkanlah hati hambaMu ini..

"Jadikanlah cintamu kepada Allah sebagai pokok
yang membuahkan cinta-cinta yang lain..
InsyaAllah kamu tidak akan kecewa bile silap,
dan kamu akan rasa bahagia bila betol..^_^"

La Tahzan Ya Qalb=)

p/s:thanx ukhti sb always bg nasihat n semangat..saye sayang kamu..Lillahitaa'la^_^

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